Monday, January 10, 2005
wat a difference a day made. 24 little hours.
there are some days when 24 hours is juz not enuf for me. mayb it's my attitude for taking things slowly. hence sometimes things dun get going until i'm motivated. when that happens, dont u think time juz passes tat fast?
today is a slow day.
had this conversation with my colleague. he was quite excited by the fact tat NTU is opening up a new course, Aerospace Engineering. He saw the mail late, if not he would have gone for the briefing n get more idea from it. i t was something i wanted to take. but singapore was going to styart it. i know for a fact tat singapore would not be a choice for me as my results were really TAT BAD. wat to do? din realise the need to study hard earlier on in my life until it was 3 months till the exams and it was too late! enuf about then. looking at my godbro's success in that industry, i thot it would be a good path to take. but it was warned that it's a tough subject to master. and my main few concerns in choosing the subject to take : 1) dun wan to waste my parents' money if i dun make it. 2) i wan a good life for myself in the future. for myself and my family. i want to be able to provide. all these thots go thru my mind. now i've fully given up in being an aerospace engineer but will still keep the dream of being a pilot. the course i'll be taking after i've finished with my foundation studies in melbourne is to commerce majoring in accountancy. i'm still not sure. how now brown cow? i need to grow up fast n realise my dream. i was once told. choose a job which u will enjoy doing if not every morning u'll be trying ur best to drag urself to work. i want myself to be happy. to be happy in the things i do.it's not an easy way to go. not many pple now can say tat they love wat they do. i hope i can say tat for myself.
at this point of time, i'm on duty. really bored. doing duty made me realise how slow time can be. almost every nite, i'll be out with my frds, for dinner or games. it's to the extent that my mum nags at me so often, i miss her nagging when she doesnt. hah. i'm quite afraid that i'm unable to settle myself down in time for my studies. my life is just full of fun. having fun. creating fun.
i need to rethink of my goals in life. i really need to ponder on my direction. why do i need to mature fast? i'm 21yo now. gonna be given my key soon. gosh!
there are some days when 24 hours is juz not enuf for me. mayb it's my attitude for taking things slowly. hence sometimes things dun get going until i'm motivated. when that happens, dont u think time juz passes tat fast?
today is a slow day.
had this conversation with my colleague. he was quite excited by the fact tat NTU is opening up a new course, Aerospace Engineering. He saw the mail late, if not he would have gone for the briefing n get more idea from it. i t was something i wanted to take. but singapore was going to styart it. i know for a fact tat singapore would not be a choice for me as my results were really TAT BAD. wat to do? din realise the need to study hard earlier on in my life until it was 3 months till the exams and it was too late! enuf about then. looking at my godbro's success in that industry, i thot it would be a good path to take. but it was warned that it's a tough subject to master. and my main few concerns in choosing the subject to take : 1) dun wan to waste my parents' money if i dun make it. 2) i wan a good life for myself in the future. for myself and my family. i want to be able to provide. all these thots go thru my mind. now i've fully given up in being an aerospace engineer but will still keep the dream of being a pilot. the course i'll be taking after i've finished with my foundation studies in melbourne is to commerce majoring in accountancy. i'm still not sure. how now brown cow? i need to grow up fast n realise my dream. i was once told. choose a job which u will enjoy doing if not every morning u'll be trying ur best to drag urself to work. i want myself to be happy. to be happy in the things i do.it's not an easy way to go. not many pple now can say tat they love wat they do. i hope i can say tat for myself.
at this point of time, i'm on duty. really bored. doing duty made me realise how slow time can be. almost every nite, i'll be out with my frds, for dinner or games. it's to the extent that my mum nags at me so often, i miss her nagging when she doesnt. hah. i'm quite afraid that i'm unable to settle myself down in time for my studies. my life is just full of fun. having fun. creating fun.
i need to rethink of my goals in life. i really need to ponder on my direction. why do i need to mature fast? i'm 21yo now. gonna be given my key soon. gosh!
Monday, January 03, 2005
lunch time and i'm updating my blog. it has been a while since i last updated it. and the best part is that i'm updating it in my office. for once, we can use the internet com in the office. my chief clerk is not ard if not she's VERY particular when it comes to pple using this com for personal usage. but she's not ard and here i am. haha..
as for my thailand trip, i think i cant get enuf of that place. when my frd asked me to go over in april, i was immediately tempted to head there. why so? things r cheap. i can get free lodging too. free meals mayb? but it's going to be more fun i think. knowing that i've already experience the country on the surface. went to the places of interest like the weekend market, MBK, grand palace and temple of dawn. i really enjoyed myself while looking at the grand palance, temple of the emerald buddha and temple of dawn. wat an experience.. esp when u did all the planning by urself. we did some research b4 we left and used some frd's journal entry as a guide too. it was useful. haha... so we went everywhere by ourself. we armed ourselves with a map, our research and our brains. walked to wherever the BTS train could not go. we do not like to get us jammed in the traffic.
but anyway, when my thai frd suggested that i head to bkk in apr, i was tempted and am planning to go. wat is holding me back in the cash. need some money to get myself the airtix. furthermore since already overseas, another frd from hongkong asked me to go over the hk. if i go there, i think i will come back damn broke. it's 2 shopping paradise with things cheaper than wat we have in singapore.
wasted opportunity. i could not spend enuf time during the past week to go for shopping. alot of places were having the year end sale. now i dun think there's alot of sales as no one have sales at the beginning of the year.
HAPPY 2005 everyone. 2004 was a tough year i think. even right at the end of the year, the tsunami juz have to happen. wat a tragedy! there are alot of ups and downs for me, for all of us. for the 1st 20 years of my life, i have neva come to a point in life where the next decision i have to make will affect my future. but i've decided. I'm heading over to Melbourne, Australia to further my studies. In case if u dun already know, i'm heading over there in july this year for my foundation studies. it was quite sad telling my frds in person that i'm only going to be ard singapore for this half of the year. but i think i wont be missed here. many pple r juz acquaintances, right? so many pple are juz come n go frds. or rather, pple i know. pple we only bother with when we so happen to meet up. which makes me think again. who are my frds? i was juz talking about this thing with my frd. my life seems so sad. do pple actually bothers? i dunno. u should ask urself...
johnson out...
( Resolution for this year 2005: to mature more. to not be a spoilt brat and think that the world revolves ard me. to accept responsibilites of my own actions. to love and treasure the pple close to me. )
as for my thailand trip, i think i cant get enuf of that place. when my frd asked me to go over in april, i was immediately tempted to head there. why so? things r cheap. i can get free lodging too. free meals mayb? but it's going to be more fun i think. knowing that i've already experience the country on the surface. went to the places of interest like the weekend market, MBK, grand palace and temple of dawn. i really enjoyed myself while looking at the grand palance, temple of the emerald buddha and temple of dawn. wat an experience.. esp when u did all the planning by urself. we did some research b4 we left and used some frd's journal entry as a guide too. it was useful. haha... so we went everywhere by ourself. we armed ourselves with a map, our research and our brains. walked to wherever the BTS train could not go. we do not like to get us jammed in the traffic.
but anyway, when my thai frd suggested that i head to bkk in apr, i was tempted and am planning to go. wat is holding me back in the cash. need some money to get myself the airtix. furthermore since already overseas, another frd from hongkong asked me to go over the hk. if i go there, i think i will come back damn broke. it's 2 shopping paradise with things cheaper than wat we have in singapore.
wasted opportunity. i could not spend enuf time during the past week to go for shopping. alot of places were having the year end sale. now i dun think there's alot of sales as no one have sales at the beginning of the year.
HAPPY 2005 everyone. 2004 was a tough year i think. even right at the end of the year, the tsunami juz have to happen. wat a tragedy! there are alot of ups and downs for me, for all of us. for the 1st 20 years of my life, i have neva come to a point in life where the next decision i have to make will affect my future. but i've decided. I'm heading over to Melbourne, Australia to further my studies. In case if u dun already know, i'm heading over there in july this year for my foundation studies. it was quite sad telling my frds in person that i'm only going to be ard singapore for this half of the year. but i think i wont be missed here. many pple r juz acquaintances, right? so many pple are juz come n go frds. or rather, pple i know. pple we only bother with when we so happen to meet up. which makes me think again. who are my frds? i was juz talking about this thing with my frd. my life seems so sad. do pple actually bothers? i dunno. u should ask urself...
johnson out...
( Resolution for this year 2005: to mature more. to not be a spoilt brat and think that the world revolves ard me. to accept responsibilites of my own actions. to love and treasure the pple close to me. )
