Monday, January 10, 2005
wat a difference a day made. 24 little hours.
there are some days when 24 hours is juz not enuf for me. mayb it's my attitude for taking things slowly. hence sometimes things dun get going until i'm motivated. when that happens, dont u think time juz passes tat fast?
today is a slow day.
had this conversation with my colleague. he was quite excited by the fact tat NTU is opening up a new course, Aerospace Engineering. He saw the mail late, if not he would have gone for the briefing n get more idea from it. i t was something i wanted to take. but singapore was going to styart it. i know for a fact tat singapore would not be a choice for me as my results were really TAT BAD. wat to do? din realise the need to study hard earlier on in my life until it was 3 months till the exams and it was too late! enuf about then. looking at my godbro's success in that industry, i thot it would be a good path to take. but it was warned that it's a tough subject to master. and my main few concerns in choosing the subject to take : 1) dun wan to waste my parents' money if i dun make it. 2) i wan a good life for myself in the future. for myself and my family. i want to be able to provide. all these thots go thru my mind. now i've fully given up in being an aerospace engineer but will still keep the dream of being a pilot. the course i'll be taking after i've finished with my foundation studies in melbourne is to commerce majoring in accountancy. i'm still not sure. how now brown cow? i need to grow up fast n realise my dream. i was once told. choose a job which u will enjoy doing if not every morning u'll be trying ur best to drag urself to work. i want myself to be happy. to be happy in the things i do.it's not an easy way to go. not many pple now can say tat they love wat they do. i hope i can say tat for myself.
at this point of time, i'm on duty. really bored. doing duty made me realise how slow time can be. almost every nite, i'll be out with my frds, for dinner or games. it's to the extent that my mum nags at me so often, i miss her nagging when she doesnt. hah. i'm quite afraid that i'm unable to settle myself down in time for my studies. my life is just full of fun. having fun. creating fun.
i need to rethink of my goals in life. i really need to ponder on my direction. why do i need to mature fast? i'm 21yo now. gonna be given my key soon. gosh!
there are some days when 24 hours is juz not enuf for me. mayb it's my attitude for taking things slowly. hence sometimes things dun get going until i'm motivated. when that happens, dont u think time juz passes tat fast?
today is a slow day.
had this conversation with my colleague. he was quite excited by the fact tat NTU is opening up a new course, Aerospace Engineering. He saw the mail late, if not he would have gone for the briefing n get more idea from it. i t was something i wanted to take. but singapore was going to styart it. i know for a fact tat singapore would not be a choice for me as my results were really TAT BAD. wat to do? din realise the need to study hard earlier on in my life until it was 3 months till the exams and it was too late! enuf about then. looking at my godbro's success in that industry, i thot it would be a good path to take. but it was warned that it's a tough subject to master. and my main few concerns in choosing the subject to take : 1) dun wan to waste my parents' money if i dun make it. 2) i wan a good life for myself in the future. for myself and my family. i want to be able to provide. all these thots go thru my mind. now i've fully given up in being an aerospace engineer but will still keep the dream of being a pilot. the course i'll be taking after i've finished with my foundation studies in melbourne is to commerce majoring in accountancy. i'm still not sure. how now brown cow? i need to grow up fast n realise my dream. i was once told. choose a job which u will enjoy doing if not every morning u'll be trying ur best to drag urself to work. i want myself to be happy. to be happy in the things i do.it's not an easy way to go. not many pple now can say tat they love wat they do. i hope i can say tat for myself.
at this point of time, i'm on duty. really bored. doing duty made me realise how slow time can be. almost every nite, i'll be out with my frds, for dinner or games. it's to the extent that my mum nags at me so often, i miss her nagging when she doesnt. hah. i'm quite afraid that i'm unable to settle myself down in time for my studies. my life is just full of fun. having fun. creating fun.
i need to rethink of my goals in life. i really need to ponder on my direction. why do i need to mature fast? i'm 21yo now. gonna be given my key soon. gosh!
