Thursday, October 28, 2004
over in november, there is this long long weekend which is accompanied by 2 public holidays. i think the pple who planned the duties did not like me for he planned me for duties on that sunday that weekend. for i have already planned my leave that weekend and medical appointment to truly enjoy this long long break from work!!! wat can i do? i'm not a person who is very willing to part with my money in order to do the things i want. firstly i'm not a rich person (alot of pple have this mispersecption that i'm rich, BUT i'm not).secondly, i will need some money to spend during that weekend too. my 1st plan was to go overseas during that period. i dun mind spending more leave days juz to enjoy myself then. it's not an issue so long i'm enjoying myself. thirdly, if i'm not going thailand, i'm also thinking of going malaysia. my frds originally had this plan of going malaysia for shopping but since like they will b going for a holiday in dec but i should not b able to actually participate. i want to get out of this shit!! how?
many pple's blog is all about their ideologism. what about mine? boring entries about my life. what is there that is interesting about my life? nothing much. what m i proud of? nothing much. sighs...
i must really start to put my mind in the right way. to put my mind straight to finish something b4 going onto something else. look at my driving. i did not plan ahead like what my mum said. i din plan to take my advance theory early enuf and look where i am now... juz one lesson shy of taking the real test. if i had taken my advance theory test, i would have been able to even take my driving test now... such a disappoinment Johnson.
I need to start planning to juz concentrate on finishing an item b4 going onto another issue. my life needs some planning!
many pple's blog is all about their ideologism. what about mine? boring entries about my life. what is there that is interesting about my life? nothing much. what m i proud of? nothing much. sighs...
i must really start to put my mind in the right way. to put my mind straight to finish something b4 going onto something else. look at my driving. i did not plan ahead like what my mum said. i din plan to take my advance theory early enuf and look where i am now... juz one lesson shy of taking the real test. if i had taken my advance theory test, i would have been able to even take my driving test now... such a disappoinment Johnson.
I need to start planning to juz concentrate on finishing an item b4 going onto another issue. my life needs some planning!
Thursday, October 21, 2004
life is full of ups and downs.
work is bz as usual but one thing is keeping me going at work. my professional relationship is beta these days with this colleague. we have to work hand in hand these days as we r the only 2 left in the department. yes i do side track at times during work... it was juz attempts to keep in touch with a frd from this other unit. furthermore, his work n mine had some link. yeah.. at least things r beta these days at work (thou there are still stress @ work).
weekend is again starting tmr for me. hurray! juz thot my blog is so boring eh??
this weekend is to try n catch up with my friends. would try n plan to meet some frds up for coffee, shopping n movie! clubbing is bad for health!!
Realised something. i haven update this blog for a wk. need to break a news here.
On sunday, i made a huge decision. i signed up for further studies in melbourne australia. what does that mean? means i wont be as seen on the streets in singapore as often as i do till now. why is it a huge decision? coz it's life altering. life as in my future. i was faced with 2 choices. one was to study in melbourne. the other being sydney. i will admit here. i played alot in jc n din start studying earlier. results wont good to begin with. hence when i head over to aussieland, i will start my studies by completing my further studies. with my results, i could manage the shortest program. but, to study in melbourne, i would be studying for the bachelor of commerce. in sydney i will b studying for bachelor of aerospace engineering. in melbourne (for now), i have my brother there. tat means lodging is paid for. he's over in melbourne. hence he should b able to pay for our rental. in sydney, i have frds there already. she's studying in uni of sydney. if i were to study, it would b the same uni. but knowing the fact that bachelor of aerospace is so much tougher compared to commerce, i was faced with this dilemma... at tis point, all i know is that i have been offered a place in trinity college where i will study my foundation year. for uni of syd foundation studies, i have to go thru an english proficiency test. wonnders will i b able to head pass it... that's not the point. the point is that i have totally no idea which direction to head.... sighs...
things tat i need to think thru:
1) completion of driving...
2) further studies
work is bz as usual but one thing is keeping me going at work. my professional relationship is beta these days with this colleague. we have to work hand in hand these days as we r the only 2 left in the department. yes i do side track at times during work... it was juz attempts to keep in touch with a frd from this other unit. furthermore, his work n mine had some link. yeah.. at least things r beta these days at work (thou there are still stress @ work).
weekend is again starting tmr for me. hurray! juz thot my blog is so boring eh??
this weekend is to try n catch up with my friends. would try n plan to meet some frds up for coffee, shopping n movie! clubbing is bad for health!!
Realised something. i haven update this blog for a wk. need to break a news here.
On sunday, i made a huge decision. i signed up for further studies in melbourne australia. what does that mean? means i wont be as seen on the streets in singapore as often as i do till now. why is it a huge decision? coz it's life altering. life as in my future. i was faced with 2 choices. one was to study in melbourne. the other being sydney. i will admit here. i played alot in jc n din start studying earlier. results wont good to begin with. hence when i head over to aussieland, i will start my studies by completing my further studies. with my results, i could manage the shortest program. but, to study in melbourne, i would be studying for the bachelor of commerce. in sydney i will b studying for bachelor of aerospace engineering. in melbourne (for now), i have my brother there. tat means lodging is paid for. he's over in melbourne. hence he should b able to pay for our rental. in sydney, i have frds there already. she's studying in uni of sydney. if i were to study, it would b the same uni. but knowing the fact that bachelor of aerospace is so much tougher compared to commerce, i was faced with this dilemma... at tis point, all i know is that i have been offered a place in trinity college where i will study my foundation year. for uni of syd foundation studies, i have to go thru an english proficiency test. wonnders will i b able to head pass it... that's not the point. the point is that i have totally no idea which direction to head.... sighs...
things tat i need to think thru:
1) completion of driving...
2) further studies
Thursday, October 14, 2004
today is quite a fruitful day. if not becoz my upper studies have already ORD, we will not be able to stand on our 2 feet. finally, my department mate n i can work. but there will b obstacles in our paths. really. be prepared to feel stresss johnson.
am still feeling a little lousy. seems like things mite not go my way actually. things i planned.
that's y i'm listening to some songs which can express my thots.
song of the moment - Yong Qi by Liang Jing Ru
am still feeling a little lousy. seems like things mite not go my way actually. things i planned.
that's y i'm listening to some songs which can express my thots.
song of the moment - Yong Qi by Liang Jing Ru
it's a thursday. i would have to say, this weekend is really tough for me. there had been things bothering me. n the funny thing is, i have no idea what r they n how to handle them. Lost in lalang again.
Past weeks been fine. but not this week. n small little things r beginning to bother me. it's to the extent that the place i seek refuge during lunch breaks, during office hours and after work, soon i'm going to leave them alone. not going to intrude on others' privacy. for i no longer belong to this unit. this family. this group of pple whom i used to call them my colleagues. i guess that's the reason y i have lost contact with so many pple, n easily too.
i have a dream. i'm sure many of us have dreams. i haf aspirations. many of them in fact. but i tink my character, i'm too lazy to act upon them. was reprimanded by my mum. or rather advised by her. she told me i should put my act together n go follow thru on the plans i had told her about.
now i wish to have a great weekend. mayb it's too much to ask for. then i shall wish tat i have a good weekend. n i hope whoeva reads this, haf a good wkend too!
Past weeks been fine. but not this week. n small little things r beginning to bother me. it's to the extent that the place i seek refuge during lunch breaks, during office hours and after work, soon i'm going to leave them alone. not going to intrude on others' privacy. for i no longer belong to this unit. this family. this group of pple whom i used to call them my colleagues. i guess that's the reason y i have lost contact with so many pple, n easily too.
i have a dream. i'm sure many of us have dreams. i haf aspirations. many of them in fact. but i tink my character, i'm too lazy to act upon them. was reprimanded by my mum. or rather advised by her. she told me i should put my act together n go follow thru on the plans i had told her about.
now i wish to have a great weekend. mayb it's too much to ask for. then i shall wish tat i have a good weekend. n i hope whoeva reads this, haf a good wkend too!
