Wednesday, April 28, 2004
today was a beta day in comparison to yest. guess it was beta as i din flare up at anyone n i did my job fairly well.. hahah.. anyway really m looking forward to the weekends... really wan to plan my wkend nicely so tat i can make full use of it. wonders wat can i do.. mayb i shall make use of tis opportunity to catch up with some frds of mine....
song of the moment: Alicia Keys - If I Aint Got You!!
song of the moment: Alicia Keys - If I Aint Got You!!
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
today is juz another day in camp... but no idea why my tempers flared up at one pt of time. oh no.... i was really feeling down after i hang up on someone. anyway things ended well. he called back n asked wat's wrong... n i also appologised to him.
m really looking forward to the long weekend i'm having... hope to meet up with my frds n hang out. also on my schedule (but it's next wk) is my bmt platoon bbq at my buddy's place. it has been SOOOOOO long ago since i last saw some of them. really wanna relive the times i've been with them. 16 weeks aint a short time also. to top it up, the fact that we guys been thru so much together. all the physical training cuz we r all unfit. and all the demanding military aspects tat we haf to go thru (our Officer in Command, OC LTA Luqman is a very garang soldier). if i were to go on talking about my bmt life, i guess u guys will b bored in the end. but the memories are there. someone once told me tat i'm a nostalgic person. yes. i live in the memories of the past. no iodea whether is tat a good thing or bad. but i tink there r pros n cons... up to u to decide. tat's all from me today.. ciao.... SMILE N THE WORLD WILL SMILE BACK AT YA!!
m really looking forward to the long weekend i'm having... hope to meet up with my frds n hang out. also on my schedule (but it's next wk) is my bmt platoon bbq at my buddy's place. it has been SOOOOOO long ago since i last saw some of them. really wanna relive the times i've been with them. 16 weeks aint a short time also. to top it up, the fact that we guys been thru so much together. all the physical training cuz we r all unfit. and all the demanding military aspects tat we haf to go thru (our Officer in Command, OC LTA Luqman is a very garang soldier). if i were to go on talking about my bmt life, i guess u guys will b bored in the end. but the memories are there. someone once told me tat i'm a nostalgic person. yes. i live in the memories of the past. no iodea whether is tat a good thing or bad. but i tink there r pros n cons... up to u to decide. tat's all from me today.. ciao.... SMILE N THE WORLD WILL SMILE BACK AT YA!!
Monday, April 26, 2004
wat a wkend. on saturday, i had this army camp lunch buffet to attend. it was to celebrate the end of our course, some of the people's bday and to say our thanks to the pple who left. after that, i had to accompany my mum to attend this wedding dinner in taka, at the former sparks. woah... had such full meals. i almost puked after the dinner.... haha... after dinner, i decided to hang out with my frds.. they said i look drunk. at the dinner, i din even haf a drop of liquor. i told them, mayb i was high on food.
wasted my saturday away... then came sunday. only woke up at noon.... felt really terrible. guess i din haf enuf water intake the previous day. but still i had to crawl outta bed n head to the gym. if not, i would haf slacked the whole wk away. but even when i went there, i was quite tired to lift some wts. in the end, after lifting some wts, i went to meet some frds n watch some vcds at his place. after that, yet again, every monday's entry would haf tat. prepare to book in to camp... but i din feel tat terrible coz i really lived to the fullest then....
wasted my saturday away... then came sunday. only woke up at noon.... felt really terrible. guess i din haf enuf water intake the previous day. but still i had to crawl outta bed n head to the gym. if not, i would haf slacked the whole wk away. but even when i went there, i was quite tired to lift some wts. in the end, after lifting some wts, i went to meet some frds n watch some vcds at his place. after that, yet again, every monday's entry would haf tat. prepare to book in to camp... but i din feel tat terrible coz i really lived to the fullest then....
Friday, April 23, 2004
today.. juz another day but now having a slight headache....
recently someone asked this qn to everyone... whether r u a person who minds others doing this : 1) talk behind ur back. 2) say tat u r gay. or 3) say that the only reason why u r rising so fast up the ranks is becoz u r sleeping with the top management... after tat, i realised tat i belong to the group tat will chooose the 1st choice. if i'm conscious tat there r pple talking behind my back, i will get paranoid n b oversensitive. i hope someday i can find a "cure" for tat...
oh no last nite's american idol was such a disappointment!! (if u guys dunno tat i'm a fan of american idol, it's time u do! haha..) anyway last week's top idol, jennifer hudson, was voted out tis week. i tot she is the only person who is working hard enuf to stay in the competition... and my prediction of all blacks in the top4 cant come thru anymore... oh well.... but i tink this season's winner wont b as big as the previous seasons... oh well... i will still continue to watch the show... coz i like MUSIC!
recently someone asked this qn to everyone... whether r u a person who minds others doing this : 1) talk behind ur back. 2) say tat u r gay. or 3) say that the only reason why u r rising so fast up the ranks is becoz u r sleeping with the top management... after tat, i realised tat i belong to the group tat will chooose the 1st choice. if i'm conscious tat there r pple talking behind my back, i will get paranoid n b oversensitive. i hope someday i can find a "cure" for tat...
oh no last nite's american idol was such a disappointment!! (if u guys dunno tat i'm a fan of american idol, it's time u do! haha..) anyway last week's top idol, jennifer hudson, was voted out tis week. i tot she is the only person who is working hard enuf to stay in the competition... and my prediction of all blacks in the top4 cant come thru anymore... oh well.... but i tink this season's winner wont b as big as the previous seasons... oh well... i will still continue to watch the show... coz i like MUSIC!
today.. juz another day but now having a slight headache....
recently someone asked this qn to everyone... whether r u a person who minds others doing this : 1) talk behind ur back. 2) say tat u r gay. or 3) say that the only reason why u r rising so fast up the ranks is becoz u r sleeping with the top management... after tat, i realised tat i belong to the group tat will chooose the 1st choice. if i'm conscious tat there r pple talking behind my back, i will get paranoid n b oversensitive. i hope someday i can find a "cure" for tat...
oh no last nite's american idol was such a disappointment!! (if u guys dunno tat i'm a fan of american idol, it's time u do! haha..) anyway last week's top idol, jennifer hudson, was voted out tis week. i tot she is the only person who is working hard enuf to stay in the competition... and my prediction of all blacks in the top4 cant come thru anymore... oh well.... but i tink this season's winner wont b as big as the previous seasons... oh well... i will still continue to watch the show... coz i like MUSIC!
recently someone asked this qn to everyone... whether r u a person who minds others doing this : 1) talk behind ur back. 2) say tat u r gay. or 3) say that the only reason why u r rising so fast up the ranks is becoz u r sleeping with the top management... after tat, i realised tat i belong to the group tat will chooose the 1st choice. if i'm conscious tat there r pple talking behind my back, i will get paranoid n b oversensitive. i hope someday i can find a "cure" for tat...
oh no last nite's american idol was such a disappointment!! (if u guys dunno tat i'm a fan of american idol, it's time u do! haha..) anyway last week's top idol, jennifer hudson, was voted out tis week. i tot she is the only person who is working hard enuf to stay in the competition... and my prediction of all blacks in the top4 cant come thru anymore... oh well.... but i tink this season's winner wont b as big as the previous seasons... oh well... i will still continue to watch the show... coz i like MUSIC!
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
today.. juz another day for me. when u r in the army, days juz passed as it is. tat's y i treaure my wkends alot. i hope to make full use of my time outta camp to make myself fulfilled n to enjoy those times...
so i tot... i haf a few things tat i hope to learn b4 i get out of the army. 1stly, i wanna b a qualified driver soon!!!!! 2ndly, i would go n take up canoeing (so as to make myself active in sports n with that, exercise more - on top of gym). lastly, i hope to sign up for hip hop dance lessons. ever since jc, after being exposed to dance (mass dance n the college dances tat my seniors taught us), i felt tat it's quite cool to dance. there had been pple then telling me tat i look quite good when i'm dancing or tat i can dance. (sounds very bhb rite?). nonetheless, i did wan to join my sch's dance as a cca but there was someone i din really like in the team so i forgo tat chance. eventually in sch i had many opportunities at dancing n teaching others to dance. so now when i'm still young n energetic, might as well try my hand at dancing n learning it from teachers (in the past, wateva i've learnt r either taught by my sch mates or seniors but not professional dance teachers).... seems like i haf alot to say about dancing.. tat juz shows my enthusiasm towards this idea. but decided to put tis as my 3rd priority coz i think the other 2 skills are more practical.
PS : no idea why gals think tat guys who can dance r HOT! hope i can belong to that group
so i tot... i haf a few things tat i hope to learn b4 i get out of the army. 1stly, i wanna b a qualified driver soon!!!!! 2ndly, i would go n take up canoeing (so as to make myself active in sports n with that, exercise more - on top of gym). lastly, i hope to sign up for hip hop dance lessons. ever since jc, after being exposed to dance (mass dance n the college dances tat my seniors taught us), i felt tat it's quite cool to dance. there had been pple then telling me tat i look quite good when i'm dancing or tat i can dance. (sounds very bhb rite?). nonetheless, i did wan to join my sch's dance as a cca but there was someone i din really like in the team so i forgo tat chance. eventually in sch i had many opportunities at dancing n teaching others to dance. so now when i'm still young n energetic, might as well try my hand at dancing n learning it from teachers (in the past, wateva i've learnt r either taught by my sch mates or seniors but not professional dance teachers).... seems like i haf alot to say about dancing.. tat juz shows my enthusiasm towards this idea. but decided to put tis as my 3rd priority coz i think the other 2 skills are more practical.
PS : no idea why gals think tat guys who can dance r HOT! hope i can belong to that group
Monday, April 19, 2004
it has been some time since i last had an entry. when i said tat, it's relative to the duration of me having a blog. anyway juz updates of my wkends.
it was already bad enuf tat i can only book out on a saturday... but i juz had to feel very terrible when i woke up on sat. was sick for the most of the day. did something stupid. after i managed to get home n rest for a while, i picked up my stuff n went to the pool nearby to catch some sun on a deck chair. but at least i rested enuf tat nite.
then on sunday, i had a fantastic n eventful day... went 2 the gym to work out (yet again... wat to do... i wanna look good le) and following that, i went to the beach coz my frd invited me to... then his jack russell... so hyper active. well i'm a doggie lover so it was nice to play ard with that cute dog.... at the end of the day, the dog could respond to me calling his name...... yeah! enjoyed myself at the beach.
now here i am back in camp... i'm sho bored. yet again thou.... (thank goodness i'm not so dumb enuf to actually say tat i'm so boring...sheesh)
it was already bad enuf tat i can only book out on a saturday... but i juz had to feel very terrible when i woke up on sat. was sick for the most of the day. did something stupid. after i managed to get home n rest for a while, i picked up my stuff n went to the pool nearby to catch some sun on a deck chair. but at least i rested enuf tat nite.
then on sunday, i had a fantastic n eventful day... went 2 the gym to work out (yet again... wat to do... i wanna look good le) and following that, i went to the beach coz my frd invited me to... then his jack russell... so hyper active. well i'm a doggie lover so it was nice to play ard with that cute dog.... at the end of the day, the dog could respond to me calling his name...... yeah! enjoyed myself at the beach.
now here i am back in camp... i'm sho bored. yet again thou.... (thank goodness i'm not so dumb enuf to actually say tat i'm so boring...sheesh)
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
Another boring day. Went down for recce in this army camp. Hot hot day!! Went round n round n round coz my officer din know where to go. Budden he can b forgiven. It has been a while since he went down to tat place.
Anyway tonight i'm doing guard duty. Tat's the worse part. stand at the gate n get mosquito bites. But u guys would say tat i'm in the army. Okie fair enuf. But i would rather if i'm biten by mosquitoes in the field n not while standing guard at the gate.
I would have to say, the mood for the day is beta than yest. Not as tired and the monday blues were slept away. Coupled with all the hot babes in America's Top Model (wait... not all coz only Elyse rocks. shannon looks good only when she was talking wwith tat rebonded hair). I'm juz a guy so forgive me. Feels like i'm acting like a MCP. Argh... !
Smile and the world will smile back at you ;-)
Anyway tonight i'm doing guard duty. Tat's the worse part. stand at the gate n get mosquito bites. But u guys would say tat i'm in the army. Okie fair enuf. But i would rather if i'm biten by mosquitoes in the field n not while standing guard at the gate.
I would have to say, the mood for the day is beta than yest. Not as tired and the monday blues were slept away. Coupled with all the hot babes in America's Top Model (wait... not all coz only Elyse rocks. shannon looks good only when she was talking wwith tat rebonded hair). I'm juz a guy so forgive me. Feels like i'm acting like a MCP. Argh... !
Smile and the world will smile back at you ;-)
Monday, April 12, 2004
Just want to share this song with you guys! I remembered when i 1st heard this song, it was sung by Celine Dion at the Grammys. I tot: "such a wonderful song by interrupted by technical glitch." But it was still a very beautiful performance. The thing tat caught my attention was the melody of the song and the lyrics. Celine Dion sang that song not so long after her father passed away. I guess tat set an alarm ringing in my head. This song made me realise that i should cherish the pple i loved b4 it's too late. I do not want to regret not cherishing them. Hope this song will bring to you the same msg as it did to me.
Luther Vandross - Dance With My Father
Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
How I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream
Luther Vandross - Dance With My Father
Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
How I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream
Today is such a boring day man. goodness.... Last nite, I din really have a good rest for i guess i was too used to my queen size bed at home. A single sponge bed cant satisfy my need to toss n turn around. Oh well... Have to live with it. Oh yeah... Does anyone have any idea how to start taking driving lessons? I hope to start soon so tat when my parents get a new car, I can drive tat.. Cant wait for the wkend. Wad i hope to do is to do some sports, whack in the gym n catch "taking lives" by Angelina Jolie. She's so hot!!! Those lips. Oh yeah watch out for America's top model. HOT HOT HOT!!
Sunday, April 11, 2004
Long long wkend. thou i should b thankful tat it's a long wkend, tat i have lots of time to rest, but i was bored. BUT... i'm still thankful for this break!!
juz came back from the gym. was actually quite tired coz yesterday i went suntanning and also gym. if u r a frequent "sun-tanner", you shld know tat u will get tired after sunntannin. no idea why thou. anyone knows? after being a gym member for like almost half a yr, i tink my physique is getting leaner. but i juz cant get bigger. m i satified with the results? shld i b? hmm... i really dunno wat i want. all i know, i dun wanna b fat! haha
recently i was reading this book which my frd passed it to me. the book is written by a Buddhist monk and it's in english. i din go n specifically check whether was it translated but it's a Buddhist book. now i'm at this chapter where the idea is to b conscious of the things you do. coz when you are conscious of the things you do, this energy will bounce off you and affect others. to me, i interpret it as this. be happy. coz this happiness can spread to others. this concept is also similar to something i believe. "Smile and the world will smile back at you!" Lets make this world a happy place! ;-)
juz came back from the gym. was actually quite tired coz yesterday i went suntanning and also gym. if u r a frequent "sun-tanner", you shld know tat u will get tired after sunntannin. no idea why thou. anyone knows? after being a gym member for like almost half a yr, i tink my physique is getting leaner. but i juz cant get bigger. m i satified with the results? shld i b? hmm... i really dunno wat i want. all i know, i dun wanna b fat! haha
recently i was reading this book which my frd passed it to me. the book is written by a Buddhist monk and it's in english. i din go n specifically check whether was it translated but it's a Buddhist book. now i'm at this chapter where the idea is to b conscious of the things you do. coz when you are conscious of the things you do, this energy will bounce off you and affect others. to me, i interpret it as this. be happy. coz this happiness can spread to others. this concept is also similar to something i believe. "Smile and the world will smile back at you!" Lets make this world a happy place! ;-)
