it's a thursday. i would have to say, this weekend is really tough for me. there had been things bothering me. n the funny thing is, i have no idea what r they n how to handle them. Lost in lalang again.

Past weeks been fine. but not this week. n small little things r beginning to bother me. it's to the extent that the place i seek refuge during lunch breaks, during office hours and after work, soon i'm going to leave them alone. not going to intrude on others' privacy. for i no longer belong to this unit. this family. this group of pple whom i used to call them my colleagues. i guess that's the reason y i have lost contact with so many pple, n easily too.

i have a dream. i'm sure many of us have dreams. i haf aspirations. many of them in fact. but i tink my character, i'm too lazy to act upon them. was reprimanded by my mum. or rather advised by her. she told me i should put my act together n go follow thru on the plans i had told her about.

now i wish to have a great weekend. mayb it's too much to ask for. then i shall wish tat i have a good weekend. n i hope whoeva reads this, haf a good wkend too!